Turns Out I Don't Want New...
I can't believe it' November already.. I mean seriously... where does time go? I was hoping things would be back to "normal" by now.... you know... back to my good career... some privacy... all that stuff I seemed to have lost somewhere along the lines in early 2015 or late 2014.
What is hope anyways?? Because sometimes I feel as if it's stupid at this point for me to have any. I used to be an optimist.... however.... I think anyone in my shoes might think the same. However...... I keep pushing forward. whether that means zero movement or not... I have two little ones that count on me... and boy are they pretty wonderful!
Has anyone found hope in the form of a person?? Someone that made all the wrong in the world suddenly not seem so bad? Made the bad in your past or even present - all but disappear?? And what do you do if you lose that person from your life??? All things I'm currently dealing with....
Selena Gomez, Marshmellow - "Wolves"
[Verse 1] In your eyes, there's a heavy blue One to love, and one to lose Sweet divine, a heavy truth Water or wine, don't make me choose [Pre-Chorus] I wanna feel the way that we did that summer night, night Drunk on a feeling, alone with the stars in the sky [Chorus] I've been running through the jungle I've been running with the wolves To get to you, to get to you I've been down the darkest alleys Saw the dark side of the moon To get to you, to get to you I've looked for love in every stranger Took too much to ease the anger All for you, yeah, all for you I've been running through the jungle I've been crying with the wolves To get to you, to get to you, to get to you [Drop] To get to you To get to you
[Verse 2] Your fingertips trace my skin To places I have never been Blindly, I am following Break down these walls and come on in [Pre-Chorus] I wanna feel the way that we did that summer night, night Drunk on a feeling, alone with the stars in the sky [Chorus] I've been running through the jungle I've been running with the wolves To get to you, to get to you I've been down the darkest alleys Saw the dark side of the moon To get to you, to get to you I've looked for love in every stranger Took too much to ease the anger All for you, yeah, all for you I've been running through the jungle I've been crying with the wolves To get to you, to get to you, to get to you [Drop] To get to you To get to you
[Chorus] I've been running through the jungle I've been running with the wolves To get to you, to get to you I've been down the darkest alleys Saw the dark side of the moon To get to you, to get to you I've looked for love in every stranger Took too much to ease the anger All for you, yeah, all for you I've been running through the jungle I've been crying with the wolves To get to you, to get to you, to get to you
Daya - "New"
When you walk past That park near your apartment now Do you think about me? Do you think about me? Do you drive fast When you realize you’re on my street? Do you drive slowly? Do you think about me? Thought I could pack up my suitcase And just walk away (walk away) Leave you with all of the shit I didn’t want to take My mistake I’m missing you I’m missing you What the hell did I do — did I do? Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don’t want new- I want you I’m missing you I’m missing you What the hell did I do — did I do? Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don’t want new I want you [DROP] Don’t want new, I want you Don’t want new, I want you I’m in his bed Right next to him, but he don’t know I’m just thinking ‘bout you I’m thinking ‘bout you When it’s 3am And I’m at that diner with his friends I ain't thinking ‘bout them I’m just thinking ‘bout you Thought I could pack up my suitcase And just walk away (walk away) Leave you with all of the shit I didn’t want to take Want to take I’m missing you I’m missing you What the hell did I do — did I do? Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out don’t want new I want you I’m missing you I’m missing you What the hell did I do — did I do? Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out don’t want new I want you [DROP] Don’t want new, I want you Don’t want new, I want you Thought I’d be better without you I can’t stop thinking about you Now I’m with someone new Thought I’d be better without you I can’t stop thinking about you Now I’m with someone new I’m missing you I’m missing you What the hell did I do — did I do? Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out don’t want new I want you Messing with someone new Thinking I wanted to Turns out I don’t want new I want you
Clean Bandit - "I Miss You"
[Verse 1] I know you're out in Cabo Hanging with your brother Wishin' that I was your bottle So I could be close to your lips again I know you didn't call your parents and tell 'em that we ended 'Cause you know that they'd be offended Did you not want to tell 'em it's the end? [Pre-Chorus] And I know we're not supposed to talk But I'm getting ahead of myself I get scared when we're not 'Cause I'm scared you're with somebody else So, I guess that it's gone And I just keep lying to myself Oh, I can't believe it, I... [Chorus] I miss you, yeah, I miss you I miss you, yeah, I miss you, oh, I do I miss you, yeah, I miss you Though I’m tryin’ not to right now [Verse 2] You weren't a fan of pictures So I hardly ever took 'em Got them saved in my mind from the bedroom So that way I can't forget your skin So I saved all the texts All of the best over the years Just to remind myself of how good it is, or was [Pre-Chorus] And I know we're not supposed to talk But I'm getting ahead of myself I get scared when we're not 'Cause I'm scared you're with somebody else So, I guess that it's gone And I just keep lying to myself Oh, I can't believe it, I... [Chorus] I miss you, yeah, I miss you I miss you, yeah, I miss you, oh, I do I miss you, yeah, I miss you Though I’m tryin’ not to right now [Bridge] So I saved all the texts All of the best over the years Just to remind myself of how good it is Yeah, I saved all the texts off of my ex Minus the tears Just to remind myself of how good it is, or was 'Cause I... [Chorus] I miss you, yeah, I miss you I miss you, yeah, I miss you, oh, I do I miss you, yeah, I miss you Though I’m tryin’ not to right now I can't help it, I just... Though I’m tryin’ not to right now I can't help it, I just...
Lorde ft. Khalid, Post Malone - "Homemade Dynamite"
[Verse 1] A couple rebel top gun pilots Flying with nowhere to be Don't know you super well But I think that you might be the same as me Behave abnormally [Pre-Chorus] Let's let things come out of the woodwork I'll give you my best side, tell you all my best lies Yeah, awesome right? So let's let things come out of the woodwork I'll give you my best side, tell you all my best lines Seeing me rolling, showing someone else love Dancing with our shoes off Know I think you're awesome, right? [Chorus] Our rules, our dreams, we're blind Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite [Verse 2] Might get your friend to drive, but he can hardly see We'll end up painted on the road Red and chrome All the broken glass sparkling I guess we're partying [Pre-Chorus]So let's let things come out of the woodwork
I'll give you my best side, tell you all my best lies
Seeing me rolling, showing someone else love
Hands under your t-shirt
Know I think you're awesome, right?
[Chorus]Our rules, our dreams, we're blind
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Now you know it's really gonna blow
Our rules, our dreams, we're blind
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
[Outro]Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite
Our friends, our drinks, we get inspired
Blowing shit up with homemade d-d-d-dynamite